To find the value of their own life, to live for themselves!
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in a small clinic in Taiwan,
an old man dressed richly asked the doctor, "is there any way to stop the girl from growing taller?"
the doctor was very confused, but answered earnestly, "Yes, but it's expensive."
when the old man heard this, there was a smile on his face and said, "money is not a problem. If you continue to be a child star, are you afraid that you will have no money?"
in this way, the little girl was pressed on the chair, the nurse rudely broke the girl's leg, and the doctor pointed the needle at the girl's knee and stuck it hard.
the little girl suddenly cried out in pain, and the cry penetrated the hospital corridor, and the whole clinic was filled with the girl's crying.
the little girl begged her grandmother, "Ah Yi, I don't want an injection."
but grandma didn't hesitate and said, "it doesn't hurt if you get an injection. In order to keep you a child star, you can bear it."
this scene takes place in the TV series Pearl Life, and it also happens to Ji Baoru, a child star in Taiwan.
this year, she is only 13 years old, which is the time for her physical development.
but after a stitch, her height stayed at 1.49 meters forever, and her appearance did not change much in the following decades.
Ji Baoru's life was pressed the pause button, but her "career" is thriving.
has not only made more than 200 TV dramas and more than 30 movies, but also made four albums. She, known as a "genius child star", has become popular all over Southeast Asia.
all this seems to be beautiful, but it imprisoned her for decades.
in 1962, with the baby crying, twins were born in Taiwan, China. One of the girls was Ji Baoru.
helpless, her parents didn't like her, so they had to be sent to her grandmother's house.
in her memory, there was never any sign of her parents, only a woman who came to give money to her grandmother from time to time.
the woman was wearing a cheongsam and her graceful figure was eye-catching. She hurriedly touched Xiaoji Baoru's forehead, put down the money and left.
several times, Ji Baoru asked his grandmother, "who is this man?"
but grandma didn't seem to hear it and ignored it.
it was not until later that Ji Baoru knew that she was her mother and her father's third wife. Because she is an illegitimate child, she can only call her mother "aunt".
this is exactly the case. Grandma dared not look at her father's family face to face every time, and passed by the door secretly.
and Ji Baoru's mother is not her grandmother's own daughter, so her grandmother does not treat her as a real grandson.
when Grandma drank, she took it out on her, beat or scolded her, and led her to her father's house to ask for money.
depending on others, she has been very clever and sensible since she was a child, and she can cook by herself at the age of 4.
if you don't have new clothes, you wear what others don't want. In winter, you run barefoot on the ground, shivering with cold.
complicated family relationships and lack of family affection have made her look at people's faces since she was a child.
in order to please others, every time I go to my grandmother's house to ask for living expenses, I immediately bow 90 degrees to say hello to everyone.
however, Grandma didn't look her in the eye.
until once, Grandma found that Xiao Bao was so cute and heard that she had a gift for acting, so she made her cry within 10 seconds and gave her one yuan.
Baoru at a young age doesn't know what acting is.
and crying is the norm in her life. Grandma makes her cry, and she cries out soon.
at that time, Grandma dreamed of having a big star in the family, so she brought her back to raise her.
Baoru thought that when she lived with her parents, she no longer had to be beaten and scolded by her grandmother, and there was a smile on her face that she had not seen for a long time.
Grandma took Ji Baoru to an audition, but she was unexpectedly attracted by the producers of the TV company.
when the producer asks, "what will happen to you if you don't have a mother?"
this sentence, like a needle, hit Baoru, and as soon as the producer's voice fell, Baoru's tears fell.
the first crying scene passed smoothly.
then the director asked her to perform a play, and when she could not read, she listened to her grandmother read her lines one by one.
it may be that he is gifted, or his life is too difficult. If Baoru lived up to expectations, he memorized all his lines once and successfully completed the audition.
if Ji Bao made a successful debut, people slowly began to ask her to film.
and grandma did not refuse, as long as she came to the door, all agreed, day and night to take Baoru to the crew to shoot.
Xiao Baoru does not dare to say that he is tired. He just wants to make more money for his grandmother. Only in this way can he have a good life.
high low bridesmaid dresses proves not only sense of beauty, but also a charming silhouette. Stop here and you will feel lucky to enter this catalog.
but to Grandma, she is just a cash cow.
when filming, she was able to go out. She was usually locked up in the attic, leaving only a bucket for her "convenience", so that she completely lost her freedom, and even her mother could not come to see it.
whether abandoned or imprisoned, it is painful for Baoru.
the pain was so deeply rooted in her heart that she interpreted similar roles incisively and vividly and quickly entered the state.
another time, sheShe plays the role of an abused adopted daughter who begins to burst into tears before the other actor hits someone in a fight.
every time you can interpret the character in such an image, it is actually an expression of the real inner world.
while acting as others, he also takes advantage of the play to vent his subconscious repressed emotions.
soon, she was called a "genius child star" because of her acting popularity.
some people even said, "there is a baby Feng in Hong Kong and a Ji Baoru in Taiwan."
with first-class acting skills and unforgettable lines, everyone thinks that Ji Baoru was born for acting.
in fact, she doesn't like acting at all and enters the show business just to make more money and make grandma happy.
filming day and night, so that she could not stay at school for a few days in a semester, and even had to shoot until midnight. She was called up to memorize her lines at four o'clock in the morning and had little time to sleep.
she doesn't know pinyin, let alone math with more than a hundred places.
she became a pawn in Grandma's hand, at the mercy of her grandmother.
in order to prevent her from growing taller, Grandma took her to the hospital for growth suppressants and wrapped gauze around her chest to prevent her from growing.
she really couldn't be a child star, so Grandma turned her into a singer. After several albums in a row,
he toured Southeast Asia and sang so much that he couldn't make a sound.
what's more, grandma asked her to sing in a nightclub. Everyone in the nightclub has everyone, and it is common to be eaten tofu. Baoru can only keep these grievances in her stomach.
actresses in front of people are "prisoners" who are "imprisoned". No matter how much money they earn, they can't get their own freedom.
tiring day and night and endless house arrest made Baoru think of committing suicide.
and a man named Yu long gave her a hand.
at a banquet, Baoru habitually shouted, "Uncle and Aunt."
only this man said to Bao, "Don't call me uncle."
this is the first time someone treats her as a woman. Baoru, who has never been with the opposite sex, fell in love with her in a word.
Yu long was the first man who really cared about her and loved her. It didn't take long for them to get along with each other for life.
however, this relationship is not blessed by the family.
in order to be with Yu long, Baoru quit show business and said to Yu long, "I want to get pregnant."
three months later, she became pregnant unmarried.
she took 200 yuan and Yu long away.
this is the first time she has disobeyed her grandmother, and it is also the first time she has made her own choice.
however, wayward choices come at a price. Eight months later, Baoru was born prematurely.
she fainted several times when she saw her first child;
"Oh, my God, what kind of freak am I giving birth to?"
the doctor told her, "the child is congenital gastroschisis."
when she took the baby home, everyone said it was her retribution.
word by word poked Baoru's heart like a knife, bleeding.
the couple worked hard to run a restaurant and saved money to buy a house.
the days finally have something to look forward to.
however, there was a stock market crisis, and their hundreds of millions of property disappeared instantly, and their mother-in-law blamed Baoru for the loss of the stock.
what is even more surprising is that at this time, Yu long was having an affair.
Baoru was angry, so he packed his bags and left the house. Rely on their own contacts, opened a KTV.
fate made people. Just a few months after the divorce, Yu long was killed by a big fire.
Baoru came to the scene immediately when she heard the news, but her mother-in-law pointed at her and scolded, "you killed my son."
only then did she know that after leaving her, Yu long was depressed and drank boredom every day before he encountered the fire.
after that, Baoru went to the hotel to be a mother and accompanied the guests with wine. On the surface, she was making money to support her family, but in fact she was indulging herself. When she was drunk, she went home to vent her anger on her children.
she blamed herself so much that she lost her mind and began to hurt herself and cut her wrists with a razor blade.
several times she woke up to find herself lying in a pool of blood.
she is a completely different person, beating and scolding her children like her childhood grandmother;
her son couldn't stand it, so he hit his head against the wall. when he woke up, he looked dementia in his eyes and couldn't take care of himself. He couldn't even recognize anyone.
while the second son took drugs and sold drugs, he never changed his education.
Baoru discovered that she was not a qualified mother.
after learning from the bitter experience, she personally sent her second son to prison.
for the next 12 years, Ji Baoru lived in guilt
but people live in resentment and despair all the time, and they can't be reborn.
Ji Baoru's rough life and lack of love are all in the past. If you cling to the past, the rest of your life will be even harder.
so she got her parents back and forgave her grandmother.
she tried to repair the cracks in her relationship and get herself out of her nightmare.
she also returned to entertainment.In the music circle, he is not afraid to share his past experiences, and even plays the grandmother he once hated in the autobiographical TV series "Pearl Life".
she really let go, reconciled with her past self, reconciled with her family.
she began to devote herself to public welfare, helping other elderly and children with physical and mental disabilities.
"No matter how unbearable people are, as long as they have a willing heart, they still have the opportunity to be reborn and live out the true mission and value of life."
Ji Baoru, who was 60 years old, found the value of her life and lived for herself.
the future, whether it is happiness or suffering, is firmly in her own hands, and everything is controlled by herself. this is the life she wants.
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the original title "popular at the age of 5, forced to get an injection at the age of 13, eloped with someone and gave birth to a freak, but sent her son to prison, is she really unworthy of love? ".
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